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spotkałam sie dzis z M. nie widzielismy sie pare lat, żadnego kontaktu prócz FB. swietny kontakt.
Do kawiarni przyszłam pierwsza, usiadłam i usłyszałam jak Chrissy Hynde spiewa
I found my perfect lover, but he is only half my age
but I never share my bed
so I keep him in my heart

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mam wrażenie, że cofam się w rozwoju uczuciowym . Aktualnie jestem na poziomie nastolatki. I tak nigdy nie dostane tego, na czym mi zależy, wiec równie dobrze moge czerpac satysfakcję ze snów. Bo marzyć już nie umiem. Ciemno jakoś sie zrobiło. Stara jestem, a widzę jednorożce ale o tym cicho sza.

nie wiem czego chcę.
Poza X.em, ale jego nie ma tutaj.
Martwię się (nic nowego)
niepokój mnie zżera
chyba już mnie nie chce

Przynajmniej mam miłe erotyczne sny. Tańczyłam z W. Na początku czułam się sztywno i nie mogłam załapać rytmu, potem zgrałam się z nim. Słodki, przytulny W. ze swoimi macho-butami.
Potem z kolei byłam z kimś w łazience, wanna pełna wody, ubrana w seksowną bieliznę w kolorze czerwonego wina, i on zaczął mnie z niej rozbierać, mmmmm

r Present Hexagram

Great receptivity attracts exceptional results, especially in relationships. The natural responsiveness of pure Yin energy brings about success through support and perseverance, rather than through bold action. Thus, the wise person demonstrates strength like a powerful but gentle mare. This hexagram, consisting of all yin lines, represents a power of the feminine principle no longer honored in our modern world, but such receptivity is most auspicious.

The receptive force is sensual as well as powerful, and it can be missed by too much talk and planning. When spring comes, does the grass "plan" to grow? This is a time to concentrate on realities rather than potentials -- with how to respond to a relationship rather than how to direct it. The mature mare lets herself be guided by a higher power, and is skilled at graceful acceptance. In a strong spiritual way, her quiet contribution is most effective, and brings success.

Do not be too assertive at this time, for if you try to direct things, you are liable to become confused or alienated. Take your time. Draw strength from carefulness and you will be doubly fortunate. Focus more on feeling than on action. Be broad and deep in your attitudes so that you can accept everything that comes your way with grace and equanimity. Be receptive and spacious like the ocean; let the river of changing developments flow to you. Allow a partner to take the lead for now. Strive for a pure natural responsiveness that is based on inner strength rather than outer show.



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You are The Hierophant

Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.

All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.

The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.

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dez-organizacja

moje zycie w skrócie. Zdezorganizowane, zabałaganione, chaotyczne. Teraz mam oficjalne potwierdzenie